We went to Bruno and Camilla’s church tonight. I wish I knew Portuguese. There’s enough Spanish that I had said that I could know what were talking about. Brazilians are gorgeous. The guys have the most amazing eyes. They have wonderful smiles.
Everyone was so grateful that we were there! They had a baby dedication. The pastor held the baby and kissed it. Then I realized that we were going to take communion. I could see him pointing and saying what it all represented. He prayed what seemed like 20 minutes. Everyone’s eyes were closed and I began to tell God that even though there was a language barrier, I was there to be shown whatever he wanted me to see. You know when you close your eyes you see a little light. When I closed my eyes I could see a huge ray of light. It was like I was out in the sun. Then it was like I was in the back of the church, I could se all around the seats, and I could see what I see as Jesus, putting his hand on different people’s shoulders. Sometimes a touch, sometimes a squeeze. I was watching and praying that he would show me, that he would touch my shoulder. I felt the wind, or a breeze and it was wonderful. I looked later and there was no fans or ventilation in there. Thank you Lord for bringing me on this trip and meeting me where I am at, and taking me where you want me to be.
So, I had that wonderful time at church and then we went to dinner and went back to the hotel. I took a shower and started to go to bed. It was late, but I couldn’t fall asleep. I could feel that a panic attack was coming on. I tried to listen to my IPOD and just go to bed. But, nothing worked. Or everything I tried didn’t work. What God wanted to happen I wouldn’t allow. I just had this feeling, wake up Elizabeth. I finally woke her up crying and she began to pray for me for about an hour. Her prayers with out me even saying a thing was what I needed. Thank you Elizabeth.
This is what I wrote in my journal about the situation. So, how can I explain what happened to Liz and me? God had shown me he was with me at the beginning of the day at church. I was so worried about not going and then going to the bathroom. I had this feeling, go ask Liz. Go ask Liz to pray with you. I finally did and was crying when she sat up. She prayed for me what seemed forever, in such a boldly, strong way. What hit me the most was that she said, “Let her know that she’s your daughter. Let her know.”
Mike Preaching at the Church with Hadassah Translating